And I’m looking at the sky outside, wishing upon the stars to not let this be just a dream… so blow on wind, and let me dance with you as I loose hold of reality… aye n when the sun comes out in the morn, let me not wake up, not if the aroma of freshly brewed coffee wafted through my window, or the pigeons cooed on softly outside.. don’t let me stop, don’t let me fall back into the dreary existence, don’t let me float back into that horrible little hole again… so hold my hand and lets not look back at what was, what could be, might be, should be…. But cherish what we have- for however few or many pages this chapter might last…

I’m not sure what brought us to this stage. I’m not sure if my uncertainties make me hold onto you so hard. Not sure since when I’ve cared for you, or when ill turn into a stalactite once again… not sure if any of this makes sense. Never thought ill fall, fall for someone like you, someone so similar yet completely different from myself. Not sure if we’ll get the blessings of people we care about, not sure if either of us cares for that. Not sure if we’ll be laughing over today a little while later- if we do stop floating, and land on the ground with our heads caught between our legs, toppling down the moss… landing in a helpless heap dazed with our leap into the unknown….

Not sure what brought u to my house when u needed counsel so many years ago… or why all this while we sought each other when we shunned all else away… not sure how my past suddenly came n leapt at us, as we sat charting out our new course, felt good to know how insignificant the past had become…

What I do know is, I’m wishing on a star and waiting to be with you again. For once I’m floating, and I’m not alone in this flight…not as yet at least. All I do know is, it’ll never be all or nothing with us. Love you, for all its worth.